We haven't texted each other since Tuesday. But it's cool. I'm not pulling my hair out. After all, we are not in a relationship. We haven't even gone on a single date. Only the strange thing is he has already given me his house key, although I have only used it once to lock up.
I am an adult. I can manage just sleeping with him sometimes when his shifts are not at stupid hours. We don't need to be constantly texting like the young ones.
I am ok with the current state which is a big blur of undefined possibilities and feelings, if that makes any sense at all. Neither of us seems to be in a rush to clear the haze to see where we are. All I know is Rob likes me. And I like him too.
But I am careful with (not) getting attached. If he finds someone else tomorrow I would feel shit for a day or two then move on. So maybe it's best that we stay where we are. It's damage limitation.
3 comments:
i'm a hopeless romantic... that's the reason I'm a bit leaning away from the "blurred" situation :-)
I know what you mean. I might be a little scared of the reality.
I think we all are in a bit of denial ...I'm just in a phase where I have to think aboutbthe long term. I mean I know people grow old and time flies so fast....I need someone who I can grow old with and look back at all those years with a warm fuzzy feeling inside...sorry for the rant hehe hopeless romantic
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